既是磨剑之时便不要懈怠

#再见普外一#

这是飞速成长的一个月,很多时候病人等不到你去复习再学习,所有临床上的衔接不适都源于思维的不连贯,基础的懈怠与敷衍。也算万幸,意识到这些还是在允许犯错的阶段。见了弥留之际的不甘,也见了手足无措的慌乱;见了受尽病痛折磨于是不可理喻,也见了二三温暖语然后万分感激。这世界明明那么好,但也是真的,有些人,光是生存,就要用尽全力。都说医疗环境恶劣,医患矛盾尖锐,于是心之所向变成力不足心。想起来彼时和友人谈及新闻业,说起传媒界尔虞我诈,城府深深,顿感悲凉。那时正巧在看中岛先生的《山月记》,读到孔子与子路一节,子路在随孔子辗转列国讲道的路上遇见一位隐世修道的老翁,老翁说道:“于此乱世,保全快乐才称得上得志,得志可不只是轩冕之谓啊。”子路原本对老翁的澹然无极的遁世哲学略感期待,听到这话却回答说:“与世隔绝固然快乐,但是人之所以为人,并不在于保全一己之快乐。为了区区一身洁白,而紊乱大伦,不是作为人的正道。我们早就知道当今世上大道难行,甚至也知道当今世上讲“道”的危险,但正因为是无道之世,不才更需要冒着危险去讲“道”吗?”

It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair, we had everything before us, we had nothing before us, we were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way…

生有时,死有时;杀戮有时,医治有时。

万望你健康的有时多于疾病,自由的有时多过枷锁。


纵然生命脆弱如风烛

也总有重兵把守

倘若你实在要走

一定要再看一眼    再看一眼

你垂绝时我迟迟不收回的手

                                        2017年9月1日 夜



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