30+years old, this is an age with so many things to do.
I felt that I have lost in these tiny things. I can't find the guidepost to success. I struggle in the muddy pound.
What I lost not only the time but also the courage.
We understand the rules of the world, but still, we struggle in the hot water.
A lot of pressure is under shoulder, I felt I can't raise my head up to the water surface.
Have fun, have a rest! Next day, I will be full of energy again.