成为‘霉粉’估计还不到一年的时间，或者我也不确定到底算不算粉丝。毕竟我没有去看过一场演唱会，也没有买过一部唱片，更不会每天刷新她的微博。
但我的确很喜欢她，她的歌。
手机里一共136首歌，有106首是她的。在这300多天里，无限的循环播放，渐渐的可以跟着哼唱。And,that makes me happy.
应该是从《Blank Space》那首歌开始的，配上那个略显华丽的MV，那样的玩世不恭、歇斯底里，但又满是真诚。最终化成-but I got a blank space baby, and I'll write your name.
然后就这样开始了《I Knew You Were Trouble》、《22》、《You Belong With Me》、《Shake it Out》、《Ours》…配上他们的MV,就形成了我2016年很长的一段时光。
我喜欢的英文歌很多，但大多数的歌手也就只有一两首，而且很少能让我长久的听下去。
Taylor绝对是个意外。我在想，可能是因为她的年轻、活力，还有真诚，就这样唱到了人的心里。可能有些人并不喜欢她，但那就和我无关了。在Vogue对Taylor的73道快问快答的采访中看到那位记者问Taylor:what do you think when you Google yourself? Taylor答道:I think I should never Google myself again. 在1989悉尼演唱会《Clean》这首歌开始演唱前，霉霉也说了一段话:
you know these days there are millions of ways for people to tell you.
how to be, how to act in public. what's cool, what's not. what's beautiful, what's not.
and it's really easy to become completely preoccupied by the idea of trying to be cool.
you know what I think is better than being cool? it's being happy.
you know when somebody criticize you or say something behind your back.
these words they say about you, is like you feel those words are written all over your face, all over you.
and then, those words start to become the echo of your own mind.
and then, there is a real risk those words could become a part of how you see yourself.
the moment you realize who doesn't know you or care about you.
that moment when you realize that it's like you are clean.
这不是刻意的鼓舞，你却能从中获取力量，这便是她的神奇之处。
你能感受到到她的真诚，从她的歌词里，从她的声音里。她的歌就像是她的日记本一样，所有的冲动、甜蜜、愤怒、心愿、感动，都体现在其中。那些歌就好像是要唱给自己的心听的，而不是这个世界。
只是有一点很矛盾，我无法在她的歌中选出哪首是我的最爱。 在不同的时期，每一首歌都是我的最爱。
《never grow up》中那样平和的嗓音唱到:so here I am in new apartment big city they just dropping you off. so much colder than i thought it would be, so i tuck myself in turn my light on…wish i never grown up你仿佛看到自己孤身一人离家在外拼搏，到处都是那么冰冷，只能怀念着过去来取暖。希望永远都不要长大，这是每一个已经长大的人的心声。
《you are in love》这平淡的，甚至没有玫瑰的浪漫，就这样婉婉道来，像是耳边的呢喃，却让人有想要恋爱的冲动。那样的甜蜜，one look dark room, meant just for you…
《tear drops on my guitar》就好像真的是流着泪，弹着吉他在唱着心中暗恋的人永远都不会知道的歌。so I drive home alone, as i turn off the light, i put his picture down or maybe get some sleep tonight…是否也是暗恋中的我们呢？
《22》最具活力的年龄，和自己最爱的朋友一起，你好像能跟着她的歌一个，不自觉的跳舞。I don't know about you, but i'm feeling 22, everything will be alright if you just keep dancing like we're 22…就让我们永远活在这一年。
还有好多好多。
Tear drops on my guitar and you belong with me. Then, you are in love. But I knew you were trouble so I have a blank space. And one day these begin again.
希望霉霉早一天找到她的安全感，愿这样真挚的歌永远不要停歇。
