Carrie - I guess I'm done and we never happened. I'm not one for words but they are coming now.
凯丽：我想我把自己就这么交代了，而我们却啥也没发生过。我不擅言辞，可现在要一吐为快了。
I don't believe in fate, or destiny or horoscopes but I can't say I'm not surprised things turned out this way. I always felt there was something kinda pulling me back to darkness, does that make sense?, but I wasn't allowed a real life or a real love - that was for normal people.
我是不信宿命，缘分或星座的，可事情结局到了如此地步，我不得不说出乎预料之外。我总感到有某种力量把我拽回黑暗之中，这说得过去吗？可从来没让我过一个真正的生活，或经历一场真正的爱情--那是留给正常人家的。
With you I thought, ah maybe, just maybe but I know now that was a false glimmer. I'm used to those, they happen all the time in the desert but this one got to me and here's the thing, this death, this end of me is exactly what should've happened. I wanted the darkness, I fuckin' asked for it.
跟你，我想或许还行呢，仅仅是或许而已。可我现在明白，那是一帘虚梦。我对此已习以为常，在沙漠里就经常如此，可这次却让我放不下。事实就摆在这里：这次的死，这次我的终结，正是命该如此。我要的是黑暗。 我他妈的自找的。
It has me now so don't put a star on the wall for me, don't say some dumb speech just think of me as a light on the headlands, a beacon steering you clear of the rocks.
这次我躲不掉了，所以别给我去墙上贴颗星，别去发言说些傻话，只把我当成陆岬上的一盏灯，一座引你避开那些礁石的灯塔。
我爱你。
永远是你的：奎恩
I loved you.
Yours for always now - Quinn
