It is very cold today,my room is cold,my body is cold,my clothes are cold and humid. I have had enough of it. I always turn on the light when I was at home. I don’t like dark room,because it makes me feel bad.
Sometimes when my daughter made some mistakes,I would yell at her.Although I know that I am not good,but I cannot control myself.when I am angry, I try to count the numbers.When I calm down,l will talk to my daughter about her mistakes.
I always feel alone. I don’t have friends,l always talk to myself. Nobody can understand me. I cannot talk some topics with people, I cannot find what I want. I hate that. I don’t interest anything, because I could not do anything when my daughter wake up.Sometimes I want give her some sleeping pill. I need time of mine,I hate her now.
Today is my birthday,only the business spends message to me ,that is too bad.just a moment ago I received a bunch of flowers from my husband.It is a surprise to me.maybe I am not alone,at leste I have my husband l think.